boohoohoo

i am back …

after so long i nv update my blog, yeah kinda bzzz … am i like a fly? keep saying bzzz … :s

anyway, today unofficially is my last day of schooling. just imagine, how long have i been in school? kindergarten 2 years, primary school 6 years, junior high 3 years, senior high 3 years, bachelor 4 years, and for my grad school 4 years … and add them up together … it;s a whopping 22 yearsss … freaking unbelievable. only four years of my life were spent not at school ( i exaggerate it :p) …

anyhow, not sure whether i am happy, or sad, but surely a little nervous here, coz i will start my work on monday … dont know why i wanna start so early. should have taken a break. but nvm … i decided, and now i have to live with it. exciting? yeah a little. lost? maybe, lets see. but surely, it is a next stage of my life. work, earn moniesss …

okie, i shall update again on monday. tmr i have a final presentation at school, not my oral defense yet, just present to our research group. hope everything will be going fine. and not looking forward to the presentation actually.

anyway, going off now … adios

i noe u noe

i noe u noe can have more than one meaning:

1. first of all, it means i know that you know something

2. second of all, it means you know that i know something

3. finally, it means both of us know

kinda busy …

for the rest of this month, i will be damn busy. i will try my best to get wat need to get done … obviously my ‘the’ … dammit, not much progress so far. every time my frens asked abt it, i feel ’something kinda wrong’ … sigh

i have been telling myself to concentrate on it first, then do other stuff. but so far, it doesnt work. i still do many other things which suppose to be not so important. i am worried about ‘this’ and i am worried about ‘that’, but it seems that i am not worried about ‘it’ …

about other thing, one particular thing, yeah as always, i give my self three chances. i have spent two of them, and i am left with one more chance. now i am asking myself, whether i should keep it and use it later, or just use it now, and see what will happen. obviously if i use it now, i kinda know wat the outcome is … and if i use it later, the outcome is the same anyway … :p yeah seriously, i am in dilemma. but actually i shouldnt be worried about ‘it’ at the moment, and spending my precious time worrying something that i have known the outcome, kinda stoopid … but got the urge to tell ‘it’ seriously. i wanna make it known. hope there is a chance, just ONE chance … i dont ask for more, although if there is more it will be better :p … greedy me … haha. but just gimme ONE chance, thats all …

okie, off to other stuff again … oh yeah, yesterday went ‘carbbing’ with ‘yud’ and ‘hap’. omg, i had the crave for those crabs … and we ordered two of them, one was the butter crab and the other one was claypot beehoon crab. 15 fried buns. extra beehoon (rice noodle). extra soup … ‘crabbilious’ really … we were so full after that.

then today, cc ‘forced’ me to go karaoke with her. honestly i dragged myself to join her. haha sorry abt that … but but but, actually i enjoyed it pretty much, except that i didnt know how to read most of the lyrics ( chinese songs …. :s), i only know how to read simple ones … then i sang couple of english songs … quite enjoyable lar. she recorded the session, and she said she wanna upload it to utube … plz DONT …

oh i realized i am not good in singing ’she will be loved by maroon5′ and ’simple love by jay’ anymore. i used to be pretty good in singing them … had difficulty in singing both songs … lack of practice maybe :p … yeah i know, last time i sang them quite often … but today, realized both songs, not as fun anymore.

ops, so late, gtg now .. ciao

weird …

maybe i am happy, maybe i am sad, maybe i wonder too much, maybe i ate too much chocs, maybe i ate too much snacks, maybe i slept too late, maybe i woke up late, maybe i came late,maybe today is monday, maybe yesterday was sunday, maybe tmr is tuesday, maybe i am confused, maybe i am tired, maybe i couldnt sleep at night,  maybe i fell again, maybe i miss someone, maybe i wanna talk to someone, maybe i am worried, maybe i am weird …

just feel like saying, “happy new half-year to all of u guys”, if there is this new half-year thingy … coz today is 30th june, and tmr is 1st july.

okie, maybe i am weird … or do ppl act weirdly on 30th june?

isnt it nice … ?

haha, out of the blue, i made this …

then used my mac to take the pic … nice right?

hi ie ie, how is it? … :p

apel warna warni …

haha, i made this today … was bored in the lab …

okie, tmr (wed) is the sports day again … will play hard … and work less … hehe jk jk jk … tmrs gonna be a tiring but fun day … i luv wed … 

life is ‘wonder-full’ …

yeah, i mean it … lots of confusing stuff … thats life …

life is really wonderful, coz sometimes it just isnt …. if all the time it is wonderful, it wont be wonderful anymore … it will be plain boring …

yeah, now i am full of wonders, should i? should i not? lots of questions in my mind … should i? should i not? what will happen if? if it is like this, then how? if it is like that, then how?

omg … it is really wonder-full

hey ie ie, i am confused … really!!!

isnt it cute?

this …

and this ….

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sunday –> hari matahari

yup, will be going out this sunday … mmm, where to go? planned to try the choco fondue at suntec. read from blogs, reviews, etc etc etc … it should be nice, and nice service? lets check it out on sunday … ops, i havent told ‘ola’ that we are going to this place. wanna make it a surprise (or watever u call it) … make ‘ola’ guess … hehe

kinda early to post this huh? sunday … and now it is wed only … sigh.

okie, ‘ola’ likes to watch f1 … and this sunday there is race going on, so yep have to cancel the crab outing … but afternoon, we can probably watch movie and try the fondue … not bad lar … and to look at it positively, it gives me another chance to ask ‘ola’ out, right? ^o)

talking abt ^o) (if u use msn, u should know wat ^o) looks like), i like to make this kinda expression. if i can remember correctly, i liked to make this kinda expression when i was still with ‘est’ … haha. sigh, now it has become a habit … but its okay lar, i like it anyway ^o)

okay, gtg … ciao

PS. one day feels like two days, two weeks feels like one month –> not that days pass slowly for me and definitely i am not bored huh, but this means ’something’ ^o) …